Life....

    Life seems dark right now...
    with no light ahead.
    I know its true when I hear,
    "Life is not a bed of roses", repeatedly
    being said...
    I have some expectations, small ones, little
    ones...which would bring me happiness
    nevertheless by the tons...
    I know you are trying hard to make things
    work and things go right...
    But everyday seems to bring with it
    something that gives me a fright.
    I feel let down, my hopes receeding,
    The colours that make up life
    seem to be fading...
    I want my life to change,
    But everything seems....so...out of range!!
    I want something to look forward to,
    but that right now, seems impossible.
    You dont feel the vaccuum, so there's nothing
    you can do
    But to think that you dont understand my
    pain,
    That feels terrible too...
    I feel I am existing, day after day...
    Acting out my path, like in a play.
    Stepping over obstacles that life
    challenges me with...everyday!!!!